izzit i am a big "坏人"?? izzit "我不配"??

we break up then good bac again.......
and.......tis week....
tuesday i got bola baling competition.....until thursday.....
tuesday and wed i got rush bac to see her.......try my best to accompany her alr.....
thursday, we lose at quarter final......
friday, i free.....yes...! can accompany her alr.....
but when reccess......ahmad daud call me go take jersey....for afternoon street soccer.....
i cant accompany for reccess.......i promise her after i finish take things, i go accompany bac her....
but she "fa pi qi"......zzzz.....wat can i do???? dotzzz..............

saturday got school.....
then friday night, yong sim msg me say monday morning have to go temerloh continue the street soccer de match.....i din have choose.......
morning i go to school, after she saw me wear sport wear, she change her face........
fa pi qi again..........dotzzzz again.....

OH YA.....
the street soccer, we HWA LIAN get 2nd place......
lose ABS team at final.....we alr vry happy......cuz ABS send 10 team go....lolx....
and we lose tat team is all WAKIL TEMERLOH de player.......we just lose 0-1.....

in bac the main point.....
hmmm.....
wat can i do??? i know tis week i few to accompany u....
but can u ti liang me?????
my leg injured alr, u wont care at all........
ya.....i tell u....i m suffer.....
cuz i dunno wan how to handle tis things.....
u cry like tis.............sure is my wrong alr....
cuz after last time de case, i know a things....tats-girl cry is the biggest......
u all wan hate me, "guai" me......just do it......
if u cuz of this break.........i nthg to say.....
i also wont say "dun".......i will agree and accpet.....
cuz mayb 我不配........or.......mayb i change alr.......
not the last time de SOH CHIA LOK again.......

-not understand wat i write de ppl, nvm.....cuz my english vry noob.....
tats all.......